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A FEELING THAT CAN NOT BE DESCRIBED, ONLY FELT ~ POEM BY MONIQUE LUCY WEBERINK

11 November 2014

Seldom I live in this imaginary world

Surrounded by ghostly energy, I can feel it

Nothing else is present in my dream today

All that is there is this huge dark space

I feel haunted now all the time

What scares me most is being alone here

All alone. Without any good soul to accompany me

Just the screams of demons and evil spirits

Joyous feeling, why did you leave me?

You deserted me and left me here all alone

Wandering around in a delirium that is not mine

It takes over my unconsciousness

Going around in circles until I lose direction

Now I can surrender, let myself fall into the deep

Nothing more of me is left other then a black hole

My spirit lost and my body absorbed due gravity

Knowing that I am going to die.

Monique Lucy Weberink

Painting is Angel in Chains by Odilon Redon

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